NEW SHOES!!!!! OMG!!!!1

okay guys...........
this may not shock u but these r my new school shoes......i think dey r adorable..... mom and D think they're hideous...but apparently i like hideous things.....

comment and tell me what u think!!

~GN

Chapter 2: Angels Shouldn't Lie

Angels Shouldn’t Lie

All three of us were sent to earth to guard over what the bosses called the ‘hopeless cases.’ We were just like any other humans except for the fact that we had a perfect physique, we were extremely graceful, and we never aged. We were Angles, Guardian Angels to be exact. We were sent to watch over three men that had been notoriously vile. Without some guidance they would either kill, or be killed. We were the only ones that could save them.
When I say “we,” I mean Aurora, Grace and I. Aurora was average height, with short brown hair, chocolate brown eyes. Grace on the other hand was tall, had long, straight, black hair, pure green eyes, and was extremely charismatic. I have blue eyes, long blonde hair, and am a height between Grace and Aurora.
They had been close friends since “birth,” and when I say birth I mean when we were changed to Angels. I specifically requested them to come with me on this assignment. Grace was assigned to a man named Fynn Collins who was a burglar, a rapist at times, but above all a druggie. Aurora, however, was guarding over a man who happened to be drug lord named Damien Johnson. But I had been given Kaleb Jay Payne. He just happened to be recently divorced and now lives out of the bottle. Kaleb is definitely not the worst person in the world but we aren’t here to judge, just to protect them.
Lately Fynn has needed more “gifts” to save his life. Grace has had to ask for five extra Gifts from the Big House. We’re only supposed to use five Gifts on them in a week because too many gifts make people cocky and arrogant. As for Damien, well he’s always trying to get himself killed, but what human isn’t? Aurora’s been feeling pretty good lately since she’s only needed two extra Gifts for him this week, and that’s below average for Damien. My dear Kaleb is a totally different story. Yes, he may need a few extra gifts when trying to make it up the two flights of stairs to find his cheap apartment in his usual drunken stupor, but he’s a good man at heart. That’s exactly why I’m falling in love with him.
I woke up from my wonderfully reoccurring dream about Kaleb, and head downstairs to find Grace already up scrying on Fynn, mumbling about how stupid be was for doing this and “I’m gonna have to call up the Boss again and ask for more gifts to keep you from breaking your neck…maybe breaking your neck would teach you to be more careful.” I laugh to myself; she’s been saying that for years.
As she hears me come into the room she greets me with and aggravated “Moring” and turns back to the crystal ball we use for scrying. I tell her goodmorning and wait until she’s done so I can see how Kaleb is doing. Grace says she’s done looking at the idiot about 15 minutes later. I sit down in front of the small crystal ball. Gently touch the surface of it , the gray mist shifts and clears to reveal Kaleb tryin to make it up the perilous stairs in another of his drunken stupors, a fifth of Wild Turkey in his hand. He almost falls back down the stairs several times with many profanities said and much spilling of whiskey. As he heads to his room he falls onto that bed and reaches for the picture of his gorgeous ex-wife. I can’t help but feel sorry for, he’s been doing this every night for nearly a month. Kaleb always falls asleep face down in the pillow, clutching his lost love’s picture for dear life, with the whiskey sitting on the nightstand. When he wakes up he returns to drinking unless he’s so sick that he can’t drink anything between bouts of puking.
Again I am reminded of my most frequent dream of Kaleb. How he holds me, how he kisses me, and how I felt he loved me. I shake the thoughts out of my mind as I rationalize that it is forbidden and for good reason. Angels never die, humans do. Simple as that. I know I couldn’t bear to fall in love with him, live my life with him, and then watch him die and know there is nothing I could do. I try not to entertain the idea, but it always reveals itself when I’m denying it the most. I could ask God, the Man upstairs, the Head Honcho. But I know for a fact that he would never give me, or anyone for that matter, permission to change a human into an angel until they’re dead or near death. It is an extremely difficult procedure that involves the Big Man himself helping hand. But regardless, the Boss is never ever ever seen by any of us lower ranking angels.
I decide that such thoughts are better left alone so I leave Kaleb to rest as I talk to Aurora and Grace. As I saunter downstairs I hear Grace using her obscenely large vocabulary saying“Fynn is being so obnoxious lately! I have to give him five gifts a day to keep the dipshit breathing!”
“I can’t believe Damien!! I know he’s a drug lord and is always getting shot at but this week has been horrible! Even for him!”
“Hey ladies…Boys acting up again?” I ask innocently with a coy smile as if I didn’t hear a word of their little conversation.
“Yes…How’s Kaleb doing?” Ask Grace.
With them not knowing that I go to Kaleb-land every night, I just say “Ya…he’s been hitting the Wild Turkey extra hard this week. I just feel so sorry for him. I mean he’s a great, attractive, sweet guy…This divorce with his wife just shattered his heart, what was left of it at least, and he just needs someone to pick up the pieces for him, you know?” Grace and Aurora both nod their heads. It’s my routine speech about how he’s doing to keep them from getting suspicious.
Should I feel guilty for not telling them? I can’t help but think. I’m not telling my best friends about my intense, forbidden feelings for Kaleb. Maybe someday they’ll find out or I’ll tell them, but for now I’ll just let things lie.
Again, I thought briefly of asking His Majesty to change Kabeb without having to end his life, again I know that He would not ever change a human under normal circumstances, let alone a hellion like Kaleb, and again I remind myself that I cannot lie to Aurora much longer but especially Grace. Her piercing emerald eyes can see through any façade, no matter how convincing it may appear.

I lay down in bed, smiling because I know I am soon to see my love.

Chapter 3 is soon to come i promise!!

~GN

>The Perfect Dream<

When I lay down to bed every night I dream about him, the human I’m watching over. It’s always the same dream, just as unnerving, just as vicious, and I wake every morning from the infectious dream that leaves me wanting, needing and hoping for more. “Adryana,” Kaleb whispers in my ear. I was standing on the edge of a skyscraper, wings outstretched, with him by my side. “Adryana, I need you. You’re all I’ll ever need.” The scene changes drastically as I find myself immersed in utter darkness, wings spread, Kaleb holding a small hack saw. “Adryana,” he whispers again. “Adryana, I’m sorry but it has to be done.” The look on Kaleb’s face changes from an angelic smile to a horrifying leer. He lunges at me, and proceeds to saw off my most precious of gifts: my wings. “Kaleb, No!!” I scream at him to no avail. “You can’t do this!! Stop! Stop!! Please! You’re hurting me!! No!!” Yet again the scene changes but now I’m standing in a bedroom facing a mirror. Kaleb is lying on a plush bed behind me in nothing but his jeans. As I see the reflection of my white nightdress in the mirror, I first notice the spots of red tainting the pure white of my dress. Then I suddenly feel the warm blood flowing down my back like hot water in a brook. Kaleb rises from the bed and walks over to me. He wraps his arms around my waist; I intertwine my fingers with his so that it appears that I am hugging myself as he whispers sadistically: “Adryana, please stop gazing at your reflection. I know it’s going to take some time to get used to, but you’re still just as beautiful as you’ve always been. Please come to bed baby, I’ve been waiting patiently for half and hour.” Kaleb then leans his head on my on my collarbone and kisses my shoulder. He move up to the base of my neck and gently places a lingering kiss. Next, he sets his luscious lips on my jawbone and forms the kiss of a lifetime, and one more on my cheek. He then turns me so I’m facing him. My lips meet his halfway in the perfect kiss. I start to pull away but he holds me tighter. The full force of our kiss finally hits me and I kiss him back hungrily. I never want this moment to end, even if the world falls down around us, I hoped that moment would never end. I would freeze time forever id I could go on living this one moment until the end of time. The kiss seems like it last for half and hour, but as we finally end the embrace, our lips linger as does the feeling of pure ecstasy. Then the scene changes one last time as I see myself leaping from a skyscraper Kaleb holding my hand ever tightly. I look deep into his hazel eyes and he looks back into my baby blues. Only three words escape my lips as we plummet from the height of the skyscraper: “I love you.” As I fall to my death with my forbidden love, I wake, wishing that I could go back to my hauntingly ethereal wonderland.

(chapter 2 will be posted soon!!)

~GN <3

Vacation

Hey all...

I just got back from vacationing with Grams and Gramps on the coast... We went to Sand Lake to ride JR's 4wheelers all over there... I wrecked a quad while i was there...the 2nd day i do believe, but it didn't hurt me or the quad (didn't even scratch JR's favorite helmet)...so ya it was great...
We then went to Garabaldi with Jim and Terri...and that was fun...but yah all and all it was a good trip and we all had fun...

~GN

Catching up...

hey homies....

i've gotta lotta catchin up 2 do:

1. I'm single: David and i broke up on the 2nd of June.... parents made me but it was the right decision.

2. School is almost over and i'm lovin it

3. I just got the carilige on my ear pierced: hurts like hell
4. Just dyed my hair wit koolaid: mixed black cherry and grape together and got what color? Blue...idk how that happened.

during the application process it got a tad bit messy.... lol

this is the aftermath...but i like it....

Movie Nite

Hey guys....

Yesterday david and i watched scary movies...2 of them actually. One i had already seen and the other i have wanted to see since it came out. 1408 was the first one...its wasn't that creepy (mom begs to differ) and the second one was the Uninvited...boy oh boy there were parts in that movie when we both jumped and squirmed...some very gross looking zombie type thingies in that one....but during the Univited, he covered his eyes thru parts of it...i watched the whole thing.......so therefore i'm the braver one....ha ha jk. lol so ya it was great fun....i started laughing at him cuz he was so scared... but he watched me instead of the movies most of the time...it was cute.

P.S. Happy mother's day 2maro...

~GN

Even more news...

okay....
so david and i are back 2gether....but i told him he has to swear on my life (cuz i think he thinks my life is more important than his) that he will never ever ever ever ever do that to me again...

More News

Yo Ha guys>......
he's come crawling back......lol.....but seriously he says he's dieing without me...lol his plan backfired on him....we'll probably get back 2gether again soon. But if he screws with my heart one more time...he is done!

~GN

Break down

ok guys...

this entire thing with david sucks..... he wants me back but then he's acting like he don't care and being stupid (he punched a wall cuz he was mad and screwed up his wrist...brilliant one i kno)... he says he still loves me, but then he wont even try hard to get me back....he hasn't said a singel word to my face since the day b4 he broke up with me...so idk what to do..

i want him back so bad that it hurts, but then again i can't trust him with my heart anymore so whats the point?? i kno u say i should be treated like a princess, but i've never treated anyone else like a princess/prince so y should i expect something better than i give in return?? i just don't know what to believe anymore.... David says he wants me back, his friends say they told him that he'll never take me back, and then he tells me my friends are filling my head with stuff that aint tru when i've been talking 2 his friends mostly.... and he wont even try cuz i told him i don't trust him....then i heard 2day that he told sum1 that he want to wait until i'm dieing without him b4 he'll take me back (which idk if its tru cuz idk who to trust anymore you know?) i can't trust david, i can't trust any of my/ his guy friends cuz they all secretly want me for themselves, and my girls have heard all their info from davids friends......or rumors whatever.... it don't matter anymore...i've kinda stopped caring, but at the same time i still really want him back..

i just wish things were the way they were before...i thought he loved me and he thought i loved him...he'd never break up with me cuz he couldn't stand not being with me for that long....the longest we were ever apart was like 2 weeks.....that was not cool, but we still called eachother and everything....but this...this right now...is way way way worse....not talking to him except over txts and emails occasionally....its hard to go from talking to the sweetest guy u kno everyday to not talking to him at all and wondering if he hates u and if u'll ever get him back...

And another thing..y should i feel bad for him???? i mean yes, i hate to see him in so much pain, but he brought this on himself and he should be the one crawling back to me.....not the other way around............

~GN

MY GOOD LORD!!!!!!

~~~OH THE PAIN!!! THE AGONY!!! and i'm not just talking about my braces either...
my bf decides to break up with me thru a txt (ckn s**t move rith thar) and so ya....then he wanted me back 2 hours later...well 2and a half 2 be exact but whatev...so ya...when i get 2 school 2day he's all depressed and tells one of our friends to tell me he's sorry and he regrets what he did... he didn't talk 2 me all day.....wouldn't even look at me for more than a couple seconds at a time.....but the look he gave me made me want to cry...it was full of regret, sorrow, and wanting (how shakespear ish huh??) so i'm contemplating taking him back...but things will never be the same like ever ever again....they'll be close, but not the same..

~GN

Age 21..... :D

Hey yall...
I just decided to say that 2day's my birthday and i'm 21...not 15 (JK) but ya...i took my test for my permit, and we thought we had everything i needed (proof of crap that idt is really necessary) cuz dad was taking me 2 get it taken (i even skipped skool and everything)... but we didn't have proof of my physical address, so we had 2 go down to mom's work (Humbolt), pull her out of class, and take her down to the DMV with her drivers licence just for proof of my pshysical address... what a crock!! but ya...i FAILED!!!! mostly cuz i didn't study like i should've cuz i'm smart like that and normally don't have 2 study for anything hard like u do 4 this...so ya... lol... i'm gonna take it again next week... but on a side note: i just barely passed the vision part of the test......apparently i need a new prescription. :)

~GN

P.S. I'm going 2 bend 2maro 2 get my braces and (hopefully) get the upper part of my ear pierced...the cartlidge u kno??? lol its gonna be so cute...the whole braces thing 4 the 2nd time is gonna suck duck like majorly!!!!! lol

DP Disaster Skate Shoes

Hey guys..

so um the shoes in the post below (the post b4 this one) are apparently DP Disaster shoes (not that that means anything)...but i found the site, and THEY'RE ON SALE AT THIS VERY MOMENT!!!!! i so am wanting these 4 my birthday!! lol

~GN

Hot or Not??

Hey guys........ the votes on hot or not last time were tied so i'll do another one. i think they're adorable!

~hey guys.....this is more about twilight.....its stephenie's (the author) exact words on her website about how mad she was about the illegal leak and how its "on hold indefinitely" and such.... so check it out:

http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/midnightsun.html

~GN

TWILIGHT PARTY!!!!!!

so last night at 12:01 the twilight dvd came out...and aunt sam, grama, and i had this crazy idea that we would just go so we could say "we went to walmart at midnight just to buy the twilight dvd" cuz u kno its all about the bragging rights... :).....lol

so i bought the two disc special edition of the movie, aunt sam bought me a team jacob tshirt, and grama bought me the soundtrack to the movie... so ya... it was fun but it only took all of like ten minutes and then we were done, but i also bought me a guiness hat and a miami ink shirt from the guys section last night just cuz i was at walmart (lol that just how i roll)....but ya...i'm in lagrande and totally having lost of fun with my family....

On another subject my bf is soooooooooo sick its not even funny...i feel srry 4 him cuz its spring break and ur not supposed to be sick over spring break cuz it just ruins all the fun...... i talked to him for like an hour and a half last night just cuz i felt like it (i kno...how cute)..... :)

~GN

Midnight Sun

idk if i've already posted this, but its a link 2 the partial draft of Midnight Sun (the only part of it we'll ever c since she's not even gonna finish it).....so enjoy......

http://www.stepheniemeyer.com/pdf/midnightsun_partial_draft4.pdf

Hot or Not??

Hey guys...

aunt sam thot of this idea...and i'm going 4 it....hot or not???

BORDEM ANYONE??

i'm just slightly bored at the moment, so i thot i'd just say this:

Shawty had them applebottom jeans [never seen em]
boots with the fur [wanna pair]
she got the whole club a looking at her [tru]

she hit the floor
next thing u know
shawty go low low low low low low low low

lol

~GN

The hottest car on planet earth

Hey ppls:
this is the car i have always wanted, but its the 2010 version. yes that rite the 2010 mustang!!! here's a picture of one that david sent me!!!

This is ONE HOT CAR!!!!!!!!


~GAME NAZI

Bordem??

Hey all:
I haven't really mentioned my boyfriend like at all on my wonderful blog since like ever so i figured now [since i'm really bored] is the time to do it. We've been going out for two months and twelve days. lol

My boyfriend is amazing... lol his name is David, we've known eachother 4ever, and he raises pure bred German Shorthairs with his daddy. Apparently i mean the world to him, he loves me, and i'm not even kidding cuz he tells me these things a lot. We are kinda gushy most of the time, its cute in a [sometimes i'm sure] sickening way lol.

I'm wearing his sweatshirt rite now, and it smells like him. lol

~Game Nazi

Twilight Update

Hey my fellow bloggers:
I have new information that i found through the grapevine (aka: online)
* Dakota Fanning will be playing Jane
* Chris Weitz is the new director
* Taylor Lautner will still be playing Jacob Black
* Brenda Song and Vanessa Hudgens have both been talked to about playin Leah Clearwater.
* Alice Cullen {same as last time as far as i kno} is Ashey Greene
* Rosalie Cullen {as far as i kno} is Nikki Reed
* Edward Cullen is Robert Pattinson {same as last time}
* Bella Swan is Kristen Stewart {same as last time}

and i found a cool quiz with confusing results at
http://www.allthetests.com/quiz22/quizpu.php?testid=1174005424
so check it out.

<3 yall

~Game Nazi

BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!

hey guys....
* I HAVE BIG NEWS!!
we got all, well almost all of our DISNEYLAND pictures back!!!!!!!!!!! YAH US!!!! actually we didn't get them, we had sum1 mom knows get fix em {i just happen to worship the ground they walk on now}. So ya....

~game nazi

LOVE THIS PICTURE...

Hey Yall

I'm just bored and thot i'd tell u that i like this background better than my last one.

Today has not been the best day. First off, i got in trouble for swearing before school by Mr. Jones (bear in mind that every other person in school can cus and not be heard, but if i say it, they jump rite on it). Then i got my fone taken away by Mr. Garcia for txting in the halls. i now have a detention (my first actually) and its gonna suck. I havent really been obeying the rule (quite obviously) but in my defense i obey the rules way more than all my friends do. But ya.

2maro i'm going to the nutritionist. ya me!! (NOT) but so is D so its all good.

TTFN {take time for noodles...lol}

~DA

Good News....

Okay yall...

I have good news concerning the camera-disneyland incident: Mom and i have found this program that has recovered all of our photos. Bear in mind tho that when i say "all" i mean every video, picture, or voice record that i have ever recorded and stored on my memory chip. U c, when you have rewriteable software, it never erases the data off completely... it just kinda hides it from view. So when u recover files, you get EVERYTHING!! so ya good news....

Bad thing: we cant open to see any of them cuz apparently all the files are corrupt. So we are probably going to take it to a professional shop {cuz they kno what they're doin} to get them to fix it. so ya...

~DA

Bad news family....

Hey guys...
I deleted all the pictures off my camera during the last nite at Disneyland. I did it totally by accident. I had no idea that i did it till i was trying 2 look at the picture only minutes afterward. I'm really sorry guys and i feel really bad about it. I now have nothing to blog with and nothing to Scrapbook with. Mom told me that I shouldn't mess with it, but i was trying to fix something that didn't really need fixing. So there u have it, i deleted the pics off my camera, and it wouldn't of happened if i would've listened to mom. Shocker... Mom was rite... lol.

We do have some shots off the rides tho. Three of them i believe. Darin made the same face in every one. LOL!!

Srry guys.... especially mom... and Gramz. I am sorry i can't share any of it with u...

~ DA

Knott's Berry Farm....

Hey again guys:
Today we went to Knott's berry Farm which was Freakin' awesome. Mom, Darin and i decided that we'd ride an easy ride first off, so we headed for this old looking wooden rollercoaster without even looking at the sign. So we jump on this "old" coaster called the Ghost Rider, and it started off easy... then it takes us up like 8 storys {just guessing}. Suddenly u cant c the ground at all and ur headed strait down this wooden, ruff, horrifying rollercoaster. The first drop was the worst, but it beat all three of us up a whole bunch.

Knotts Rides:

1. Ghost Rider
2. Pony Express {3 times}
3. X-cellorator {2ce by myself}
4. Silver Bullet
5. Sierra Sidewinder
6. Knotts Berry express {its a train}

New Years Day....

Hey fellow bloggers:
I was in disneyland last nite (new years eve) and it was really crazy. I needed a bulldozer to push thru all the people there. It was kinda annoying but we finally figured out the best way to go thru the crowds: Bob and Weeve. Powerwalking helps to, but you have to have a hold of eachother otherwise you'll get lost in the mass of people. Below is a running list of the rides we've already ridden since Monday the 29th.

Rides

1. California Screamin'
2. Space Mountain {2ce}
3. Splash Mountain
4. Thunder Mountain railroad
5. Matterhorn Bobsleds
6. Pirates of the Carribean
7. Its a small world {that was for mom and the line took 4ever}
8. Autopia {go cart type thingy}
9. Mulholand Madness {2 times}

TTFN guys

~DA