Vacation

Hey all...

I just got back from vacationing with Grams and Gramps on the coast... We went to Sand Lake to ride JR's 4wheelers all over there... I wrecked a quad while i was there...the 2nd day i do believe, but it didn't hurt me or the quad (didn't even scratch JR's favorite helmet)...so ya it was great...
We then went to Garabaldi with Jim and Terri...and that was fun...but yah all and all it was a good trip and we all had fun...

~GN

Catching up...

hey homies....

i've gotta lotta catchin up 2 do:

1. I'm single: David and i broke up on the 2nd of June.... parents made me but it was the right decision.

2. School is almost over and i'm lovin it

3. I just got the carilige on my ear pierced: hurts like hell
4. Just dyed my hair wit koolaid: mixed black cherry and grape together and got what color? Blue...idk how that happened.

during the application process it got a tad bit messy.... lol

this is the aftermath...but i like it....

Movie Nite

Hey guys....

Yesterday david and i watched scary movies...2 of them actually. One i had already seen and the other i have wanted to see since it came out. 1408 was the first one...its wasn't that creepy (mom begs to differ) and the second one was the Uninvited...boy oh boy there were parts in that movie when we both jumped and squirmed...some very gross looking zombie type thingies in that one....but during the Univited, he covered his eyes thru parts of it...i watched the whole thing.......so therefore i'm the braver one....ha ha jk. lol so ya it was great fun....i started laughing at him cuz he was so scared... but he watched me instead of the movies most of the time...it was cute.

P.S. Happy mother's day 2maro...

~GN

Even more news...

okay....
so david and i are back 2gether....but i told him he has to swear on my life (cuz i think he thinks my life is more important than his) that he will never ever ever ever ever do that to me again...

More News

Yo Ha guys>......
he's come crawling back......lol.....but seriously he says he's dieing without me...lol his plan backfired on him....we'll probably get back 2gether again soon. But if he screws with my heart one more time...he is done!

~GN

Break down

ok guys...

this entire thing with david sucks..... he wants me back but then he's acting like he don't care and being stupid (he punched a wall cuz he was mad and screwed up his wrist...brilliant one i kno)... he says he still loves me, but then he wont even try hard to get me back....he hasn't said a singel word to my face since the day b4 he broke up with me...so idk what to do..

i want him back so bad that it hurts, but then again i can't trust him with my heart anymore so whats the point?? i kno u say i should be treated like a princess, but i've never treated anyone else like a princess/prince so y should i expect something better than i give in return?? i just don't know what to believe anymore.... David says he wants me back, his friends say they told him that he'll never take me back, and then he tells me my friends are filling my head with stuff that aint tru when i've been talking 2 his friends mostly.... and he wont even try cuz i told him i don't trust him....then i heard 2day that he told sum1 that he want to wait until i'm dieing without him b4 he'll take me back (which idk if its tru cuz idk who to trust anymore you know?) i can't trust david, i can't trust any of my/ his guy friends cuz they all secretly want me for themselves, and my girls have heard all their info from davids friends......or rumors whatever.... it don't matter anymore...i've kinda stopped caring, but at the same time i still really want him back..

i just wish things were the way they were before...i thought he loved me and he thought i loved him...he'd never break up with me cuz he couldn't stand not being with me for that long....the longest we were ever apart was like 2 weeks.....that was not cool, but we still called eachother and everything....but this...this right now...is way way way worse....not talking to him except over txts and emails occasionally....its hard to go from talking to the sweetest guy u kno everyday to not talking to him at all and wondering if he hates u and if u'll ever get him back...

And another thing..y should i feel bad for him???? i mean yes, i hate to see him in so much pain, but he brought this on himself and he should be the one crawling back to me.....not the other way around............

~GN

MY GOOD LORD!!!!!!

~~~OH THE PAIN!!! THE AGONY!!! and i'm not just talking about my braces either...
my bf decides to break up with me thru a txt (ckn s**t move rith thar) and so ya....then he wanted me back 2 hours later...well 2and a half 2 be exact but whatev...so ya...when i get 2 school 2day he's all depressed and tells one of our friends to tell me he's sorry and he regrets what he did... he didn't talk 2 me all day.....wouldn't even look at me for more than a couple seconds at a time.....but the look he gave me made me want to cry...it was full of regret, sorrow, and wanting (how shakespear ish huh??) so i'm contemplating taking him back...but things will never be the same like ever ever again....they'll be close, but not the same..

~GN